Fate is unfair (( 1x1))

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Thu Nov 22, 2012 12:51 pm

"I don´t know , Amanda . Ivy loves me and I love her " I shook my head.

"Does this help ?" I asked as I kept massaging her belly.

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Thu Nov 22, 2012 12:53 pm

I shake my head

"Cienna take Izzy"

"But she'll end up cheating on you again and you know it"

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Thu Nov 22, 2012 12:55 pm

(( Is Amanda telling the truth about her and Ivy ?))

I picked Izzy up in my arms.

I closed my eyes , not wanting to believe Amanda´s words.

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Thu Nov 22, 2012 12:58 pm

((No but Toby does't know that))

"We should call Toby"

"Just have sex with me once Toby and see if you like it"

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Thu Nov 22, 2012 1:00 pm

"Amanda I won´t have sex with you because I don´t love you" I replied. "You should understand that "

"I ´ll call him " I said.

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Thu Nov 22, 2012 1:07 pm

"Ugh! Why not!"

I start yelling as the contractions hit

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Thu Nov 22, 2012 1:11 pm

I called Toby and told him about Ivy.

I answered my phone when it rang . When I hung up , I told Amanda "I can´t give you a ride . Ivy´s about to have the baby "

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Thu Nov 22, 2012 1:12 pm

"I'll wait..."

I start pushing when the nurse tells me to push

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Thu Nov 22, 2012 1:16 pm

I climbed out of the car in a rush and walked to the hospital´s entrance.

"Toby´s coming " I announced.

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Thu Nov 22, 2012 1:19 pm

9(brb gotta eat))

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Thu Nov 22, 2012 1:39 pm

"Ugh!!"

I sit and wait

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 3:39 pm

I rushed to Ivanna´s bedroom.

I stood beside Ren "We should take Izzy somewhere else when Toby gets here "

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 3:43 pm

I nod, "She doesn't need to see this"

"Don't leave me alone! Please!"

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 3:46 pm

"We are not leaving you alone , sweetie " I shook her hand .

I opened the door and walked to the side of her bed . "Ivanna ! I´m here "

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 3:48 pm

"Toby...it hurts!"

"Lets go we're not supposed to be in here"

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 3:51 pm

"I know sweetie and I´m so sorry . You are my strong girl , you can do this" I took her hand and pecked her lips softly.

I nodded and whispered to Ivy "Sweetie , we´ll be in the waiting room. Keep breathing and relax . Toby is here with you"

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 3:53 pm

I nod than scream again

"Mommy!"

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 3:55 pm

"Yes , Izzy ? " I asked as we walked out of the room with Ren .

I kept holding her hand and caressing her forehead.

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 3:57 pm

"She's having a night terror again" I grab her and hug her

"Is it almost over?"

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 3:59 pm

"You need to keep pushing , baby " I whispered.

I took her tiny hand in mine ."It was just a nightmare, sweetie.We are here "

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 4:02 pm

I keep pushing

"She can't hear you" I say softly as silent tears roll down my cheeks

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 4:06 pm

"Why ?" I asked looking at him . "Ren , what is it ?"

I caressed her forehead .

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 4:08 pm

"She was in the accident with her mom and she constantly has night terrors about it...she can't hear us and we can't wake her up"

"Toby...it hurts!!"

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 4:11 pm

"Why can´t we wake her up ?" I asked.

"Just think that this is all worth it for our little baby. We´ll see her soon " I smiled.

Subject: Re: Fate is unfair (( 1x1)) Fri Nov 23, 2012 4:12 pm

I nod and give one final push

"Its just something that happens"

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