You + I= Dare

"Anyways if you tell him . It would be needed a model . They would take you . I´m sure you would look good posing with me, but well you don´t want to"

"yeah i don't...i don't even know why i care while all you did was hurt me...just like her. i thought you were different"

"Ok... I get it. I´m a bitch and yeah you are right , you shouldn´t care . Now give me that drink !" I said pissed.

i looked at her furious i threw it from the window "you're not a bitch you're just silly!" i yelled back at her

"If I´m so silly then why do you care if I drink or not ?" I snapped infuriated.

"because i'm an idiot! and i have a good heart and i mostly forgive people i love!"

"Yes, you´re an idiot ! And I know you won´t forgive me . So I get the message , I should back off and never talk to you" I replied hurt.

i sighed "why am i here if i hadn't forgave you? i'm just still mad i need time"

"Time won´t work . It just makes things worse"I whispered. "I wish I could do something to fix everything, but I can´t "

"lets not think about that right now. i'm gonna text my cousin and ask him"

"Don´t do it" I whispered . His cousin would make me remember about him,

i looked at her " i don't understand you said i was good looking and he looks like me " i looked for a picture of him in my phone "here he is , we just have different eye colors we coul be twins "

I looked at the picture and sighed . It would be harder with someone looking just exactly like him. "Tell him , then"

i texted him and sat my phone away "i', sorry... don't think that i don't want to help you i just.."

"You just what ?..." I asked softly as I looked at him,

"i don't want you to model again but i don't have a say in it so..."

"Thanks for being honest" I muttered and smiled.

i nodded "no problem..." i got an answer i read it " he says okay he'll come tomorrow to meet you and take details"

"Fine, thanks again" I looked at my hands.

(( I have an idea.What if his cousin can´t go to model someday and Nathan has to pretend to be him since his cousing signs a contract and they would fire him))

((yupp we can time skip after this post))

"no problem. ready to go back to school?"

"Yes" I whispered

((yeah =) ))

(time skip =amonth))

its been a month now that ben is working with teegan it made me kind of jealous but i never said a word about it. they spent much time together and i only talked to her by phone or texts and not that much.i pulled in the parking lot not very n the mood today

I took out some stuff from my locker, thinking about Joey . I had a nice time when I was with Joey, but I always missed Nathan. I wanted him to be the one who modeled with me, not Joey. Sometimes I pretended to think it was Nathan instead of Joey so I could enjoy the shoots.

i walked in the hallways and went to my locker isaw tee but kept walking and took my book even though no one was around yet i didn't talk to her,

I didn´t see Nathan . I got a text from Joey Hey Teegan, I´m so sorry. I won´t be able to go to the shoot today . I´ll tell Nathaniel to replace me for today. Hope you understand. A kiss. My heart flipped in a strange way when he mentioned Nathan.