She's Back and He's Ready

I looked at her,"I was upset Amy.."my voice was tight,"that was all it was I acted on it when I was sad.. if it was Hunter in your place I would have done the same thing!"

"It did not feel like that , Meggy . You fucking kissed me ! You called me . you told me you needed me . You said I was the only person in who you could trust , so I went to your house. You were crying and asked me to stay that night with you since you felt alone . I stayed and I didn´t start anything ! I was half asleep when you asked me to kiss you... " I started telling what had happened.

I listened confused.

I felt tears come to my eyes,glumping I stood up,"I have to go I have a crefew,"wiping my eyes I ran.I heard Hunter call after me but that didn't stop me from slmamming my car door and pull out.I sped home,my chances with John were probably lost.. Amy still ahd feelings for me " Fuck" I said as I almost ran a red light.



Hunter sighed,"What she is saying is true John... "Hunter said," your girl might be just using you to cover up feelings for Amy..."

I walked to my car . I would follow her home . I needed to talk to her and clear everything up between us.

"Wasn´t Amy lying ?" I asked, frowning.

Hunter shook his head,"Nope."

As soon the light cahnged I sped off again.,getting open I stumbled in the door and upstairs ignoring my parents as I crawled quickly into my room I fell onto my bed.

I got to Meggy´s house . I smiled when her mom opened the door. Her parents loved me so she let me in . I rushed upstairs to Meggy´s room . I didn´t even knock . I just walked in and sat beside Meggy .

"Shit ! I feel like I am the one who doesn´t know anything here"

Hunter nodded,"So what are going to do about you and Meg pie now?"



I looked at her,"Go away I have nothing left to say to you."

"Meggy , I´m sorry for spilling our secrets to them . I know you told me I shouldn´t tell anyone what we did in the past , but it´s not fair what you are doing to me . I feel hurt . I feel like you just played with my feelings ... Didn´t all those things we did in the past together mean anything to you ? Did you just use me for entertainment ?"

"I have no idea , Hunter " I admitted .

I shot up,"I thought it was fun for fun! I never thought it meant anything to you ! But clearly it means alot because now John is probably never going to look my way aagin!"I started to sob,"why did I listen to them.. "I covered my face.

Hunter sighed and nodded,"Once again we all fuck up Megan's life."

"Why did you never make it clear for me ?" I started crying in silence . "You made me believe you had feelings for me . You loved to flirt with me and lead me in . It was your fault I started liking you more than a friend ... "

"I need to get home . I need to think "

"It takes to tango !"I snapped at her then covered my mouth,sitting beside her I cried more,"I'm sorry Amy.. this is all my fault coming back.. sleeping with John.. letting us be wild together.."I stood up,"I thought it was clear though.. I had a boyfriend Amy,I always guhsed to you about John and how he made me feel..."



Hunter nodded.

"But it wasn´t like that , when he did what he did . You even told me you loved me and you were not drunk . For God´s sake , we almost had sex ..." I cried more . "I can see it in your eyes . Please , admit it . At least , don´t deny that you feel attracted to me "

I headed to my car , frustrated.

I sat down,"Amy did you ever think that I was acting that way because I was upset?"I whispered,"because I was.. I looked for the best person to be an escape and I chose you."I looked at her,"I do love you Amy but not the way you want me to love you.."



Hunter sighed.

"But then why did you play with me like that ? You lied to me all the time ! You made me believe you felt different things for me . You kissed me whenever we were alone . You touched me in ways a best friend doesn´t . ..Gosh ! You were the one wanted all of that from the beginning ..."

I drove home .

(( I have an idea . What if Megan has some feelings for Amy ? And she keeps denying it to herself , She loves John ,too. But that would create confusion and drama ))

(Alriight)

"I don't know Amy!"I cried,"why do you keep pushing the matter!?"

I sighed,"Amy .."I fell beside her,"I love John though.."

I sighed and whispered,"It's a body's reaction Amy... I do feel something but it's lust.. it's old feelingss."

"Because I don't want to screw things up with John.."I whispered.

I nodded then sighed,"It's already screwed up though.."

I sighed,"I rushed things.. I thought we really did love each other and could go back to being normal.. I was wrong."