Tears in heaven (Fiction and I )

I smiled at her answer and held her gaze in an intense way . "Your eyes are so beautiful . I can find the answers I want in them " I caressed her cheek with my hand and with my index finger I traced her delicate lips.

Ky smiled slightly and parted her lips enjoying the touch

"My little Ky " I whispered with a smile and slid my finger a bit inside her mouth.

Ky smiled and sucked on her finger lightly she let her tongue swirl around her finger

I watched her . I had never noticed before how provoking and hot Ky was. She was like a cute porcelain doll . "You are mine for tonight "

Ky pulled her finger out of her mother and smiled, "hmm sounds funn.."

"More than fun " I replied with a smirk and added . "My turn. I choose truth"

"Okay..' She smiled and thought. "Are you just dping this to please me and keep me as a friend, or cause you want this as much as I do.."

"Maybe both" I looked at her in the eyes when I answered that.

"I don't want you to do this to keep me as friend Viv.."

I looked to the side as she told me that . "Ky , I can´t help it. Even if I want this, I´ll also always want you to be my best friend . So it´s both "

"Ky stepped back from Viv, "We can still be best friends, I don't want only get to touch you at sleep overs or during truth or dare, I want to be able to hold your hand in public kiss you when ever I feel like it, It may be easy for you to do this but for me it's not viv..I want all of you for myself, or just as my best friend.."

"You know we can´t do that . There´s Jayy ...I wouldn´t be ready for a full time thing with you , without him . I love him and I have no doubts about my feelings for him , but I´m so confused about you and me . I try to pretend I don´t care , that it doesn´t affect me , but it does . It feels beyond good when you touch me or kiss me and I know I shouldn´t feel this way . I know I´m being selfish with you and I´m sorry , but this is the only way I can show you you matter to me more than you imagine . I want to give you this " I meant every word .

Ky sighed and thought for a moment "Fine..I just don't know how much longer I can deal with this..okay, for now I-I guess this fine I don't know when but at some point I'm gonna want more.."

"Ky , The further we could get is to have something in secret, behind Jayy´s back . I would be willing to take that risk , if you promise me you won´t say a word about it. I would try to figure my feelings out during that time . You just have to say yes or no and you have me for you "

Kys ighed and thought then nodded slightly, "Yes.."

I bit my lip smiling and hugged her tight to me. "I must warn you about me not having any experience at all with girls . This would be like our experiment "

Ky hugged her back, "It's fine, I don't really either.."

"I´m thirsty . Do you want more beer ?" I asked her .

"Yeah.." she smiled softly

"Ok , come on" I took her hand and pulled her by the hand toward the pool´s litlle stairs.

Ky smiled and let her pull her

I wrapped my arm around Ky´s waist as we walked toward the kitchen .

Ky smiled and walked with her

I opened the fridge when we were in the kitchen . I handed her a can of beer and took another one for me.