Bad in Nature

I walked out of my dad´s studio pissed and headed to my car without saying bye to him or mom.

i flipped in bed over and over i just couldn't sleep i was scared how would i raise it alone?

When I got to my apartment I locked the door behind me and took off my shoes. I had a lot of stuff to think about.

i got up and looked in the mirror my eyes were red from crying and i already had blackness under my eyes, i sighed and walked out the room i wanted to drink some tea

I had my face on my hands , thinking as I sat on my couch. I didn´t notice Silver was awake.

i saw him on the couch "hi.."i said shyly "i'm gonna make some tea do you want some?"

"I would love some tea, now. Thanks " I replied. "Did you rest ?"

i smiled faintly and shook my head i went to the kitchen before he could see how weak i was and a tear fell down my cheek. i ignored it and made the tea

I sighed . I stood up and followed Silver to the kitchen.

i was pouring the tea when he came in i looked away instantly "i...i'm sorry i know i'm making your life harder than it should be"

I shook my head and remained in silence.

i gave him his cup and took mine "i'm gonna stop college and look for a job and i'll look for a house i can afford i won't stay here long i promise"

"You don´t need to do that " I whispered.

i shook my head " i have to i can't stay here my whole life you shouldn't be in such situation "

"Would you abort ? I mean , do you want to quit every dream you have in life for raising a baby ?" I asked , without thinking .

i felt tears in my eyes how could he think like that "don't worry i won't ask you anything and once i find a house you have nothing to worry about but don't think i'll abort" i left the cup of tea on the counter and went to the room he gave me i closed the door and laid on the bed crying

I cussed under my breath . How could I ask her that ? I had been an idiot by following my dad´s advice. I wanted to go apologize , but I knew she would not open me the door, so I went to my bedroom.

i stopped crying after a while and fell asleep

That night I couldn´t sleep . When my alarm clock beeped in the morning , I groaned.

i woke up that morning when i heard him open his door. i went to clean myself and got dresse i got out the room and sat on the couch waiting him

When I was ready , I walked to the kitchen. I noticed Silver was sitting on the couch. "How did you sleep ?"

"good. can you drop me in the city on your way? i'm gonna look for a studio"

"A studio ?" I didn´t understand .

"it's like a small apartment with one room and one bathroom and kitchenette "

"Yes , I know that . But why do you want to find one ?"